Let's indulge in L-O-V-E

How can you be more in love with a person with each passing day when you're already head over heels in love with him? I don't understand how, but I'm sooooooooooooooooooooo madly in love. Keke... I just went on a 3 day 2 nights holiday with Melvin to Batam, and just spent my FIRST christmas with him. After spending so many days with him, the normal reaction will be to wanna spend some personal time by myself. But no, I feel like wanting to spend more time with him! Haha... so sickening. Melvin says I'm more and more flower eating with each passing day. Duh!

Under the Christmas tree in Plaza Singapura

We went to the christmas decoration layouts and took some pictures there too. It was kinda lame and Melvin's really very embarrassed to take pictures there. But.. Who cares? Keke.. I enjoyed myself a lot snapping away!

Come on, don't be shy and smile~!

Put your hands in mine and I'll show you the way..

I took a picture with the king!!!
I'm as lame as a blue sheep~ But I'm proud of it!

I hope I'm as feminine as she is...

That's a brighter smile!

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We went to a Korean restaurant for our first christmas dinner, and the food's really nice. Too bad it's mostly meaty. The boss is really nice and let me just eat free flow of rice and side dishes without paying anything while Melvin gets the buffet. But coz they were jus too nice, we had to order something so I ordered a spicy tofu soup. Didn't manage to take a picture of it but I can tell you, it looks really like Mapo toufu. And it's not the tofu that's accompanying the soup, but the soup itself is the accompaniment. There's sooo much tofu in it. The bowl's full of tofu and only some soup! And the rice is really very nice and sticky too.

The authentic korean steamboat bbq buffet

The food's so good that for 1 hour, Melvin said nothing but just ate....

and ate....

And yeah.. It's really good. It's the first time I see Melvin so quiet and even I can find nothing to talk about but just eat. After our stomach's too bloated to stretch any further, we went to take a bus to Orchard so as to take a walk back to PS (coz I said I wanna/must spend the Christmas with my bf walking down Orchard road). I think by then, Mel's already 6 mths pregnant! keke... I tried feeling the baby kicking, but it seems that the baby in Mel's tummy is really silent.

By the time we reach PS, our stomach subsided a bit, and we headed to GV for our christmas movie. And guess what? This is the first great show we ever watched! The previous movies were all so lousy that either Mel fell asleep halfway or we fell asleep halfway. Ha! We completed this movie in the cinema!!! And you must catch that show. It's FABULOUS!!! It's filled with exciting scenes, and clever trapboxes/puzzles/whatever they are called. And that show is.... National Treasure! It's really really good.. And I absolutely love it! Do catch it if you can, and I'll betcha you dig it as much as I do too. ^_^

Braving Reality

I'm finally in the working world! And... it's really not as what I expect. Haha... I thought it'd be a very different experience from school and wbg... But... Actually it's almost the same. I still have to learn how to juggle my time well. My first week at work hadn't been as effective as it should be coz I haven't planned my time well and didn't set goals for everything I do. Was actually rather stressed out on friday and saturday that I gave up doing emcee for Mel's event. But who cares, coz Mel did a really great job himself with his chinese accented english (same as me! but he refuses to agree with me). So this week, I've to work doubly hard to make sure I'm productive and efficient. Phew. Better do reflections and meditation tonight.

Fighting my inner demons

Lately I feel rather weird and off weather. Don't know what's wrong with me but just feel very withdrawn from everyone else. It's the same with at work, with my good friends when we went out for dinner, a little of it with my family, and for a while with Mel. I'm like trying too hard to fit in, but just can't. And I know I'm trying too hard to fit in, and I know almost everyone else felt the same way. But I just can't help it. It's like seeing a wall in front of you yet you continue to walk straight on to bang into it as if you lost control of legs. I'll just go and draw some cards from the love pack and see what my issues are and resolve them. I'll need all the help I can get to manage my coming week.

Anyway, I really think I have some ego and competitiveness issues. I seem to hate failing at the things I do. Maybe everyone hates it. Ok. Maybe hate is too harsh a word. I seem to dislike failing at things. The more I can't do something the more I want to prove to myself that I can do them. It was good that it helped me curb my fear of public speaking and became an emcee, and overcome my fear of intimacy to be with Mel. I just need to put this attitude into my work and relationships. I seem to fear pp disliking me! My god... And I can't help but agree with pp when they say how lousy am I at something etc, when I am in fact not. It's prob jus a self confidence issue, but it's driving me nuts. I couldn't perform well at work partly coz all these. I would hear a bad point of myself, agree, and wallow in depression of how lousy I am. Oh manz... what a loser! Ha... As I write these down, I start to feel how silly I am. It's ok. From now on, I'll pick myself up and do best at everything, no matter what it is. Fear is nothing when you meet it in the face. Anyway, seeing a half full glass of water is better than seeing a half empty glass of water. ^_^

Prayers answered

The other day, I was so devastated by the difficulty to find an interesting job I'll like with the remunerations I need and flexible time schedule (no OT). I was so desperate I prayed so hard. Suddenly, out of nowhere, a phone call came. In fact, 2. But I only answered one. Maybe it's destined. I never knew what the other phone call was about. The first call that came was from Beth, my previous Head of Assistant Coaches and previous Head of B Team. I was looking for a job, and I was suddenly set up for an interview with a very much possibly attainable job. I was really happy and headed down for an interview the next day. And hey presto! The one up there really answers the prayers. I now have a job and today's my 2nd day. The job's very interesting with great people, and high sense of achievement. And most importantly, my criterias are fulfilled.

It's not easy working for **Beth coz she's really very result-oriented. In fact, it's very stressful. Haha... For me at least coz I am an innate perfectionist. I couldn't sleep well before I went for the job, and almost didn't sleep after my first day of job. Keke... Talk about insomnia. I was just so afraid of performing badly on my first perm job, especially when I'm sorta 'head hunted'. Hehe... I just like writing that, though I'm not. So here I am. I am officially a trainee dating consultant on probation on 2 months. And hopefully before the end of the 2 months my bosses are satisfied enough with my performance that I can be upgraded to a perm with higher salary. Hee~ But it is really nice working there and I've started to learn a lot even though this is only my 2nd day. Phew~ Wish me all the best with my work.

**PS: Please don't look for Beth for any more jobs... I took the last one, that's why I didn't dare tell others I'm working for her. Hee.. Sorry to disappoint ar. I'm neither working a nightlife job as a dance hostess or being a financial consultant. Hahahaha~~!!!

Charmed

Recently I've been catching up with my favourite show Charmed. Hee~ Guess my inner mismatcher and perfectionist self just couldn't bear being not good at my english during stage hosting. Keke.. After watching Charmed, I realize I really love that show and have missed a lot of it. I'm at Season 5 and it's soooo... NICE! And of course, my english is improving too. At least that's what I feel. Keke...

Today was what I supposed to be a not so good day. I left my makeup bag with Mel, and I had to go to get from him during his lunch time before my interview at 2pm. Which means, TIGHT SCHEDULE. And.. it had to rain so heavily all of a sudden when I have to get it. Nevermind. I used my big purple Ribena umbrella with a spoke poking out and walked all the way to his centre, which was only 2 streets away, which is a good thing. And Melvin have to be late. Argh. I called and msged and msged. But he didn't answer. He finally came out bout 5 minutes later. Ya. It's not a long time. But hey.. I'm on a tight schedule here. Then, I went for my interview. Things are fine. I was slightly before time and I settled easily into the interview room, filling out sheets and sheets of personality tests. Can you believe I did almost one hour of personality tests and filling up a job application form? Wow... There's really lots to fill up. Things went well... until I saw an old friend. It's nice meeting old friends... but overwhelming to meet them in a place where you want to apply a job and you didn't know they were there beforehand. And I am a competitive person. This 'unemployed' status is making me so jittery. I'm afraid of losing out to everyone out there who already got a job, and the last thing I need is for a friend old or new to be my superior or boss. Argh. I've enough of my own demons to deal with I don't need anymore new ones.

BUT BUT BUT, things all of a sudden became so much better. I was so devastated meeting an old friend at a new hopeful workplace, especially after hearing from her that it's difficult to get a job with my time schedule (can't work OTs for Mon, Wed, Thurs, and sat only work till 12.30). Yes. I am difficult. And I need a paycheck of at least 2.3K. It's not I want ok.. It's I NEED. But I work hard when I'm at it, I learn really fast and love learning, and I'm a real asset for any business. I am sure of that. Enough of that. Anyway, as I was saying, things became so much better all of a sudden. Two miracle phonecalls came in while I was ranting about how upset I was to Mel and Wanlin, and I suddenly felt so relieved and finally in control of my life. Hee~ I guess prayers do help and we can really get what we want if we wish hard and worked hard enough. Won't say much about the two phonecalls till everything's confirmed tmr. They may be false hopes... But I feel in control of a sudden, and got my life back. That's what it counts. Even if they fail, it's ok. Guess I'm still charmed enough. Thanks to the one up there. ^_^

We're Going Away~~!!

We're going away for a weekend trip!! Hee~ Melvin's been really busy lately and terribly stressed out. So we're going to Genting. See ya all when we're back! ^_^

The Audrey Hepburn Wedding

For those who weren't there at Beth's* wedding, here's some updates of it. Didn't manage to take pictures that day coz... I forgot to bring my cam!!! Duh. So silly...Keke.. And I took some pictures on my handphone but the **** bluetooth of my computer refuse to cooperate with me. So frustrating! So... There's no pictures. My apologies for it.

Anyway, the wedding's featured in Straits Times!! It was the first time a wedding is held in the Victoria Concert Hall so the news crew is there to catch it. Beth and Peter also donated $1000 from the wedding red packets to the Straits Times' School Pocket Money Fund.

Everyone was sitted in the concert hall to view the solemnization ceremony. I was sitting on the circle seats with Annie, Cynthia, Guoyao and Hengwai coz Cynthia has to help out with the DJ console. It was a good view. We could see everyone from on top.

Beth's wedding dress is really gorgeous. But it looks sooooooooooooo HEAVY! She nearly couldn't move up the stage coz of the dress. Later on she told me the dress weighed more than 10kg!!! Can you believe it? *faints* I think I won't be able to walk with that weight on me... And Beth is more slim than I am.. Wow! Hee.. I guess women will prefer beauty than convenience especially on their wedding day.

The theme was Audrey Hepburn so everyone was supposed to dress like them. But most of us just didn't. Keke.. Very troublesome lehz... But I saw a few people who looked exactly like Audrey Hepburn. They're Jo's friends - Michelle and Esther both who were in WBG. Michelle was simply a replica of Audrey Hepburn with her tall birdnest hair, big sunglasses and gloved hands. And of course she won the competition with another guy called Mr Woon (If I didn't remember wrongly).

The only hiccup in the wedding was when the search for Audrey Hepburn lookalikes was on. The powerpoint slides couldn't be done on time so they had to just look for the winners at the reception. The winning prize was good. There's Indinine and some other prizes! Think got Dating Loft's package too. Hehe... Prizes worth more than $300 lehz... Shucks! I should have dressed up as Audrey Hepburn before I go. Anyway, too late..

Here's the article on Beth's wedding in Straits Times.

*PS: For those who don't know, Beth was the Head of Assistant Coaches (AC) in WBG, and owns a joint venture Dating Loft company with her friends which was featured in magazines and news earlier this year.

** Some of the above mentioned may be inaccurate. Do correct me if so. ^_^

I AM A GENIUS!

I'm so hooked to looking at my revamped blog~ So proud of myself! Keke.... Ok.. I know it's not much of a big deal. But I manage to change it in a few hours when I'm sick lei... Plus the fact that I was already sickened by programming, I can still bring myself to look at the HTML codes again and didn't know I can do it so fast.

Preparing to go to Beth's wedding le. I'll try to upload the picturez tonight. Till then~

New Blog!

Tada~~!!! I've changed the outlook of my blog. I've also moved my tags to my new shoutbox. It looks so cool with all the special smilies. Phew~ Didn't know I still remember how to edit the HTML codings. Glad I've succeeded in this. I'll be revamping more of it when I've time. Maybe add a flash somewhere, and some nice picture layouts. Hope you like it. ^_^

CHANGE

Will be revamping my blog to prepare for a new phase in life. The big bang change is coming!

Opps~

Today's Emcee event is postponed. Will let you guys know when it's confirmed when it'll be held. It turns out to be a good thing though. Fell even more sick today. Ha... Going to see a doctor at night with Melvin.

Punggol Lodge
Was discussing about the flat with Mel yesterday. He thinks that the flat will be oversubscribed coz of the high demand. Sigh... Hopefully we can get it. Punggol Lodge will only be done in 2012. If wait for the next project, dunno how long it'll be... I want my own house!! Blahx.

We've sent in the HDB Loan Eligibility (HLE) form to get the HDB loan le. Hopefully we can get it too. I'll be going about to do the HDB loans and housing application next week. Pray hard for us that we get it k?? ^_^

Tmr's Beth's wedding, and the theme retro is out again. I'll probably just go normally but it'll be fun to go around with my camera and find anyone who dresses retro. Stay tune for pictures of tmr. ^_^

Random Babblings

Today's entry is really a series of random babblings. Brain can't really function coz not feeling so well. Ha~ Fell sick these few days and didn't really recover. Had to miss out my Iris Analyst test today.. Blahx.. Got to retake only a few months later liaoz. Sigh. So do bear with me if my entry's boring and confusing.

The last Emcee assignment went quite well. Tmr's assignment will be Retro Night. Hee~ Should be quite fun though I still don't know what to wear. Just saw the repertoire. There's lindy hopping and other performances. If you wanna come, it's at Square 2, 6-7pm. ^_^

Anyway... Was really busy the last few days though I was mostly at home. To those who don't know, I haven't started work yet. So these few days was looking through and applying for job. At first really wanna go UMC to work, but coz gotta wait a few months before knowing if they accept me, I'm looking for other jobs as well. It's a real big headache... So many jobs in the market... To look at all before deciding is so......... DIFFICULT! If you got any jobs anywhere to recommend do let me know. I'm looking for frontline jobs of at least 2K takehome and little/no OT. Keke~ I know I'm quite picky when choosing a job. I just feel that if wanna do, then do all the way and perform to the best. If don't wanna do, then totally don't do. So I want a job which I like and will work hard when I'm at it, and the pay is good enough to let me stay on. Yes. I Love MONEY. ^_^

Mel's been pretty busy with almost everything lately... Work, Grassroots and his tuition biz... His tuition biz is preparing to start now, so we've got many meetings to prepare for the opening. But everything's going well between both of us. Ever since his SCS in WBG, we've been doing quite well. We do have our occasional quarrels and fights, but we settle all of those very fast. Time seems to fly. Today's our 5th month anniversary already~ Hee~ Happy Anniversary Dar~ Love ya~!!! *Muackx*

Next week we'll be going to Genting to take a break from his busy schedule. Can't wait to sit on the rollercoasters and the sky drop!! It'll be so fun!!! Will update more after my trip there.

Just saw a news ad on a new Build to Order Flat today. It's so... NICE!!!

Punggol Lodge

There's quite a lot of facilities nearby too

Mel and I will be trying our chances and apply to see if we can get. Hopefully can get it~ It really looks nice and there's watersports facilities. I love anything to do with the water... I really hope to live in Punggol... But it's quite ex... Was calculating and calculating and calculating.. No wonder people say buying a house in Singapore is our first biggest investment. Phew~ Just a 4 room flat costs $190,000 - $234,000 for a mere 90sqm..!!! Sigh... So... better work hard in looking for a job... If you got any nice jobs, do let me know~ And don't go apply the same flat as ours. Later cannot get. keke...

Wish me luck!

I've another Emcee assignment tmr and next friday. Gotta find some funkish clothes for the Hip Hop - Fast and Furious theme. What the *** is funkish??? Wish me luck~

Dreams - Part 1

Before I begin today's posting on dreams, I just wanna say, my dad used his own way to apologise to me today. Hee~ He specially came home during lunch hour to give me a packet of vegetarian western food (which he'd almost never buy for me) . ^_^

I know all my life that my dad is very MCP and always quick with his words. And when he becomes obnoxious, normally he can't sleep well at nght. But still his words pricked me a lot. Though I'm not completely healed, I'm glad my dad took a step back.

Life's good. Hee~ Especially when I've someone like Melvin always by my side (spiritually). Love you dar~~!!

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Back to Dreams!

Today I went with Irene (Melvin's friend in case you don't know) to KTV in Hougang Plaza K Box to unleash all the suppressed emotions in me. All of a sudden, a phonecall came and I had to go for an event at night!!! So sudden! Haha.. I wanted to rest at home tonight coz hadn't been sleeping well lately so was feeling unwell. But anyway~ it was really lucky that I went to the event at night.

It was a Thank You dinner at Mavis Tuition Centre's boss house. I also dunno what Thank You dinner it was, and didn't know the boss as well. But since got pp treat you to dinner, just go lo. Haha~ Typical Kiasu Singaporeans. Blahx!

I went to that place with Melvin and his friends. When we reached there, Melvin and I were so wow-ed away by the grandness and size of the mansion. It's like the grandest house I've ever seen in Singapore. Maybe I'm just sua gu, but then... it's really so nice!! Like palace like that! And all of these came from a once small tuition centre. I'm impressed!!! Just to describe some of the things that blew me away.

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1) A 3 level mansion with a porch that lets you park more than 5 cars

2) 2 full-size knights (decorations) at lobby of the main entrance

3) A sound-proof theatre at the basement which you can also use for karaoke session

4) A big Jacuzzi bath tub

5) The bathroom is bigger than my room! What the ***

6) The shower is those kinda massaging kind!! VERY EX one!! (so tempted to try it out just now)

7) Store/Guest room that is the size of my living room

8) There're so many beautiful ornaments, statues etc everywhere that it looks like it's exported from The Sims (How can anyone spend so much on such exquisite decorations???)

9) The young masters of the house is two very handsome, jappy eurasian kinda guys!!!! Too bad they're both married. One's called Melvin. Hehe~

10) The family's doing Mavis Tuition Centre together. Both sons are teaching at Mavis. Shows how close the family's working together to get this biz going.

11) The house is going to be torn down by the end of this month coz the family's rarely at home and the developer wants to use it to build 8 BUNGALOWS, not terraces or semi-ds. (Imagine how big the place is???)

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After viewing the place, Melvin, his friends and I were flabbergasted. Melvin and I have decided to work really hard from now to get a life as good as this and of course, a close-knitted family (I add one). I believe we'll be able to see the results in 20 years time. ^_^

I want to live my life...

I haven't blog for quite some time. To say the truth, I've just been rather moody lately. And I don't like to blog when I'm unhappy because I don't like to disclose things that are dear to me to others. But maybe I'd feel better after writing it down and finally embrace the matter more light-heartedly.

I just read ace baby's blog, with a quite recent entry from Angel (his mum). That cliques a lot with what I've been feeling. After the last POV with Master Hiromi in January this year, I opened up a lot of my feelings. In the past, my feelings were all locked up. I don't know what I'm feeling most of the time, and don't know why I'm feeling my feelings. I can be suddenly very depressed, yet when my friends ask me why, I don't even have the answer. I'll ponder many times over what exactly I was feeling and why I feel depressed, but I simply don't know. I was a walking zombie. I can smile, I can cheer people up, I can be very ecstatic and enthusiastic about everything, but I can't make myself happy. I'd hide at home and cry or just do nothing. Or I'd spend $400 in a store buying just a few pieces of clothes, or I'd just eat. But nothing really makes me happy.

After POV, my feelings unlocked. I can feel. I can love. I got myself a wonderful boyfriend, and know that I can live my own life and search for my own meaning in life. At the same time, my anger is also unleashed. I realize I am so angry with my parents. After POV, I find it difficult to really talk to my family members especially my dad and my aunt or whoever wants me to just follow whatever they say. In the past, I could act-as-if everything didn't matter, as long as I love them it doesn't matter how they treat me and they'd reciprocate in the end. I can pretend to be nice and everything because I can't feel. But now that I can feel, it's so difficult... It's just so so difficult...

It's to the point that I really hate my dad... I hate him for being so MCP and all that he does just so that he is powerful over me and makes me feel powerless. I hate him for making me feel so unloved and powerless over my own life, and I hate myself for hating him. I understand that he really loves me a lot. I know that it is a fact, and that he just don't know how to express himself. But the way he's treating me and the way he's making everyone treat me really drives me crazy. The way he humiliates me in front of others, the way he wants me to listen to him and follow, the way he makes me know that I have no rights at all, the way he makes everyone blame me, the way he drives me away... I cannot stand it anymore. All I want to do is to leave. Leave and give each other space so that we can start loving each other. My tears can't stop flowing, my heart can't stop breaking. It feels terrible...

I want to own my own life. My life is mine, and no others. No one can take it away from me no matter who he or she is. It doesn't matter what happens, as long as it is my decision and my way of steering my life. It is mine. I will put in all my heart and soul to live it, and to choose the way I live it. I will work to my best, play to my best, love to my best, and contribute to my best. I will die the day knowing I had lived my own life, and no one has the right to manipulate my life. If in the process of making my own decisions I've hurt anyone, making them think I don't care for them at all, I'm really sorry... I just want to live my life.. It doesn't mean you are not important to me if I don't listen to you. Do you understand? Can you just love me for who I am? Because I really love you... Why isn't all that I've done ever be good enough for you?

Mission Accomplished Again~!

Phew~ I am so tired..!! Finally finished my emcee assignments for CJSOPA today. Today's fashion show was a really nerve racking one. Firstly, I've to speak completely in fluent english, secondly, there must be a certain slang to it that makes it sound like good english, thirdly it's a fashion show which I've completely no knowledge of, fourthly, I was late for the preparation so was kanchiong all the way from 1.30pm till after the fashion show at 5pm, and lastly, there was so many technicality faults today. *Sweats* And I had no time for lunch until after the event, so I was hungry throughout. I was sponsored with a lovely dress from Jems to wear throughout the show, and realize only after that in my haste, I forgot to slot the belt into the belt holes of the dress. No wonder it was so loose and nearly drop to my waist. Haha~~

Overall, it was an exciting event and I really learnt a lot about impromptu hosting, keeping my head with me, and being on my toes all the time, and to host in a language I'm not comfortable with. If we really want to do something, we definitely can if we put in our 100%. It only depends on whether we want it or not. ^_^

Here're some pictures taken by Melvin of today's event. Enjoy~

I'm on stage~!!!

Preparing to go on stage again
Here I go again~ Cool dance moves~~

So many pp watching and filming!

Entire cast of today's showMy family viewing from afar
Say Cheese~
Behind the scenes: So nervous~!!

Waiting for cue...

Argh! Need to go on stage again!

Don't disturb me! I need to memorize my lines!

Memorizing...
And memorizing... And memorizing...
How can we not have pics of Mel & I? Hee~My scary eye shadow~ Boo!

Talking about Love

Beth's getting married~ Hehe... Just got Beth's wedding invitation card for her wedding on Oct 27th. Her card's really nice and personalized. Next time if I wanna do, must go ask her about it. Hee~

I still remember months ago, Beth say she don't wanna find a boyfriend so fast. She's focusing on her career. All of a sudden, she has this really good looking and charming boyfriend, and the next thing I know, she's getting married on Oct! Wow~! We really never know how things will turn out.

Some time ago, I kept having doubts about finding a boyfriend of what I want (I've a book of 68 written criterias of my boyfriend-to-be). I've been single for about 3 years and counting.. And even though I have so many guy friends, I don't have a boyfriend for that 3 years. Sometimes I was even worried I'll never find a boyfriend and stay single for the rest of my life. *Shivers* I can't deal with that. I yearn for romance and a family much more than the freedom of a single. Now, I suddenly have a boyfriend out of the streets. So sudden that people kept asking me who he actually was and how I got to know him, and whether they have seen him before. They had always thought maybe I would get together with this guy or that guy, and suddenly I was with another guy! Hahahaha~~~ Just like the mismatcher me to surprise people.

But I never did regret my choice in choosing Melvin as my boyfriend. In fact, I feel so blessed to have chosen Melvin. To me, he's not perfect, yet he fits me perfectly. I love him for his filial piety, his responsibility, his willingness to do anything for me (Like coming to my place at 3plus in the morning), his playfulness. And even more so, I love him for his wily-ness (which many people prob won't like), for his silly tempers, for his big pot of vinegar, for his idiotic manner of I'm always Right, for his unknowing control over me, for his weird taste of things, for his uncle-ness. Haha.. I really love him lots. Blahx. I think I'm lucky to have found him. Hee~ THINK only, don't think too much. =Pp If he knows it, he'll probably say, I told you so! You see... You're so lucky to have a boyfriend like me. He is so silly. But that's part of what I love about him.

Sometimes love is like this. It takes two to clap. Rather than waiting for unrequited love and make yourself suffer without experiencing the wonders of love, why not just let go and embrace the love given to you? I had unrequited love as well towards many different people. But I'm lucky to have been able to let go and grab hold of this Prince Charming who has been waiting for my love.

Every woman has the right to love and be loved. Whether you're fat, skinny, clever, stupid, evil or good, you will be loved. It is not a question, but a fact. There's always someone out there waiting to give us their love and receive ours. We are born, man and woman, meant for each other. Don't deny yourself of such opportunities. Let go of all the hesitation your ego's telling you that you're not worth it or that you've to wait for another. Because you truly are deserving of true love. We are each a jewel deep beneath. Let go, reach out, and you will realize the love waiting for you is truly magical.

My Laptop's Back!!!!

Finally my laptop's finished all its repairs!!! Hehehe.... So happy~~ Now I can use my laptop to my heart's delight. No need to wait for my bro to finish using the com everyday. As and when I wanna use my laptop I can do it. And I can even bring it out with me everyday! I never knew the greatness of a laptop until now~ Haha... But of course, last time I can't live without my laptop. Gotta carry it everywhere I am. To tuition, to wbg, to school, to everywhere. Now I can live without it, and celebrate the greatness of having it~ Hehe.. It really takes for one to lose something before knowing the preciousness of it. So cherish everything and everyone you have now, and not wait till the day you lose it before knowing how much you should have treasured it. ^_^

Random Pics

Trip to JB

Didn't had much to do the other day so went to JB with Melvin.

Our Hotel Room

~*Views from our room*~

Stupid Mel ignoring me

Using Melvin to pose~

Take 1!

Take 2!

Take 3!

Say Cheese~~~

See how long you can ignore me
lalala~
Mel's big foot
Oei!!!

Look at me!
I lost to a remote control...
And a blur tv with silly variety shows and lousy hosts!!!
Hmph!

Aiya.. Who cares~! I'm having fun!
Nice specs right? From my aunt's shop in queensway~

Gifts from Wonghao from HK Disneyland

Mid-Autumn Festival @ Square 2 - MC Show 1

See~ I can be a MC too!

Victory!

You can't get enough of me right?
Aiya, just j/k la...