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Thursday, March 29, 2007

Kawabunga Dude~

Today's really action packed. Woke up in the morn and set off a one day outing with my 2 brothers and my cousin Jing Chuan. In case you don't know, I have 2 younger brothers, Weiyang 21 years old and Weichong 18 years old. Our outing was planned since last week. Weiyang had specially took leave today so that we can all go out together to catch a movie and go for KTV. My schedule's as follows:

11am - 2pm: K Lunch @ Suntec

2.10pm: Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles (My cartoon idols!!!)

4.45pm: Weiyang has a facial in WBG (Weichong waits there while resting)

6.30pm: Meeting with Jet for internship project

7pm: Janice meets Eddie (Manager of Genecia, Miss Singapore Int' 2006)

8.15pm: Facial with Janice

Isn't it action packed?? But, as usual, plans are meant not to be followed. I... overslept. Okok.. as usual. I know I know.. I was just really tired, and the bed felt comfortable so I slept in a little more. So in the end, we went out at 11am. Weiyang decided that taking a cab would be faster so we took a cab there. And, guess what? It's really slow! We got caught in a really slow traffic and reached there quite late. Think if we took the MRT, it'd be much faster.

Things went well, and we went on to our next agenda, the TNMT.


I really loved the show!!! Although it's really short, about 1hour 15 min only, but the story is nice, and most importantly, it reminded me of my childhood times! I knew I loved Donatello since young, but I really couldn't remember why. When my bros and I were younger, we'd act out as the Ninja Turtles. Weiyang would be Michaelangelo, Weichong would be Leonardo, and I would be Donatello. Weiyang loved Micky so much that he even named himself Mike till this day. Hehe.. Today, I finally remembered why I love Donatello so much, and why Weiyang loved Michaelangelo. I loved Donatello for his wits in building things. He can always create things out of his own bare hands when he's only a turtle, and he's always in a world of his own.

To me, Donatello = Brains.

No wonder I'm studying IT now.. Haha.. it must have been when I was young, Donatello really had a big impact on me without myself knowing. Micky also had a great impact on Weiyang. No wonder he's so fun loving and carefree. We are really what we watch and what we read. So in future when you have kids, you really have to be careful of what you let your kids be in contact with.

Just one spoiler before I end this, I really loved Michaelangelo. He's so funny!! Especially when he wears this big turtle head over his turtle head to act as a turtle at children's birthday parties. How ironic can it be? Do catch this show if you can, if you are a TNMT fanatic. Otherwise you may come out complaining it's too short for a movie and not worth the money you're paying. To me, I really loved it. Oh, did I forget to say that I watch it for free?

Tuesday, March 27, 2007

Why money is important

Today's a weird day. I woke up feeling sick, had diarrhea and then had to rush for school and was late for an hour for my proj meeting. Had a project meetings, and a presentation in class, and headed back home for dinner. Was really really very hungry, so my mood wasn't that good. Got nagged for a very long time about my future, and how I should use my degree to earn money, big money, but not really BIG BIG money, coz that only happens in dreams, and make sure I have CPF. Grr...... I was going crazy just listening to all those. Sometimes I really wonder... If a person earns 2K and has CPF, she's doing well. If a person earns 4K and doesn't has CPF, it's not good. WEIRD! I don't understand.

Ok. I guess nobody knows what I'm saying right now. My parents, aunts and friends from the older generation believes in CPF, that having CPF is a means of security for retirement. And, here I am, the new generation, all gung-ho, believing that I can strike my own future out of my own barehands, without using my degree. I guess they're not wrong in being so worried about my future.

I had decided to go all out to develop my future in holistic health, learning and practising iridology and networking at the same time. In fact, I am an Iris Analyst now (after submitting my 30 consultation forms). I really mean it that I want to be the next Dr Bernard Jensen (Look at my dream note). I know putting all my eggs on one basket is very risky, especially when the responsibility of my future is wholly in my hands now. My earnings will have its ups and downs, and I might be really stressed up worrying about my finances. So, being the safety first me, I also took up tuition jobs. I intend to take up 7 tuition kids so that I can have a minimal of $1000 every month, other than the earnings from being an Iris Analyst and a networker. Once I am sure of my earnings, I will go on to take up dance classes, singing classes and japanese classes. (So that I can use those to earn more money in future. Haha..)

Believe me. I really love money. It's just that sometimes there are more important things than it, like passion. I really love to help people with their health, n I really hate to see people dying of illnesses. Being an Iris Analyst makes me feel very useful, and very proud of myself that I'm doing something to help people. And I really do hope I can be the next Da Chang Jin and save many lives, especially of people close to me.

But of course, actually being an Iris Analyst and a networker at the same time, really earns a lot of money. Much more than working. It's just that at the short term, nothing is promised coz I haven't really done much yet. When I start earning 5 figures, maybe I can start penning my thoughts on being rich and doing what I like. And then sell my book and earn even more! Haha...

I must seem like some money sucker right? Actually, I am. Money means a lot of things to me. Money means security. With money, I can sleep safely every night, knowing that there is enough money to take transport tmr, enough money to eat, enough money to do what I need to do. Money means happiness. With money, my family can buy a new home, so that my dad won't nag at my mum for moving us all to SengKang 8 years ago. Money means love and care. With money, I can give presents to my friends not worrying about overspending. With money, I can buy things for my brothers and give my parents money. With money, I can buy more products (from WBG) so that my family won't have to save on the products by not eating. My dad's health seem to be deteriorating these days... Just coz we don't have too much money to buy indinine for everyone. And of course, money stops my parents from worrying, and allow them to retire. I'm constantly being reminded of that everyday by my aunts so I won't forget that.

Blahx. I really do love money. don't you?

A brand new day

Today's a great day of new decisions. Yesterday night I was thinking about my internship, and finally decide to work for Jet. Phew. It was difficult to make that decision. Working for Jet means a lot of self discipline on my part and no extra income for internship, even though that income is very insignificant. But.. it's still money!!! lolx.. Judging at my need of finances now, it is worth a lot. I decided to work for Jet coz of our discussion the other day.

For your information, Jet is a multi millionaire, businessman, global speaker who's invited to go China to hold country wide seminars for tertiary students, and a incredibly great mentor of mine. The last title is added by myself. Haha.. I really do think he's incredible. Anyway, the other day I was invited to join him for dinner. We chatted and I joked with him telling him that I've been following him for 2.5 years, and very soon I'll be getting married and having kids, and he's witnessing all of us from GSS grow up. He started lamenting that following him for 3 years, we should be very much more successful than we are now, which got me thinking that.. I've really not followed him for 2.5 years. I've actually spent very very little time with him, at most a month, even though I've known him for 2.5 years. So, because of this, I decide that I MUST MUST MUST really do something about my future. So I decide to work for him. And I'm going to work very hard. Can you imagine, being with a multi millionaire for 3 years who's willing to teach you how to succeed, and you still achieved nothing??? I must be crazy! And I thought I was crazy about money. Haha.. Guess I'm more crazy about going out with guys instead. *_*

I WILL WORK HARD FROM THIS MOMENT!!!
I just added Genecia to my multiply this morning. And after seeing Jet's new blog on Multiply, I've decided to move my blog to multiply!! Haha.. It's so much more user friendly. I can put in music, pictures, and link to so many people without going through the trouble of HTML. I'm so sick of programming lately, that I don't want to see codes while blogging. I've had enough troubles with the database for my FYP.... And I haven't started on my programming yet. Hmmm... From next week on, I'll see even more codes... coz my intern with Jet will start from this wednesday. I've to come up with a website for iridology. I'll prove that I'm a great tutor, great programmer and an even greater Iris Analyst. ^_^
Okok.. Enough of my self talk. Once I've moved my blog, I'll update the links here, and in my friendster. Will probably do it on Thursday after my Marketing Research Quiz.
加油!! 加油!! 加油!!!

Friday, March 23, 2007

Random Babblings

Blahx. My second post. Ha.. I really don't know what to write.
Recently I've been to this wonderful yet agonizing course called Psychology of Vision. Inside the seminar, we did nothing much, except to open our hearts, communicate with people and listen to people. It seems easy, yet so painful. I faced the things I feared most in the seminar, and my chest really hurt like crazy. Sighx.

It's interesting that after a month, I'm still in this weird emotional ups and downs. But... well.. as KL told me, we'll just wait for the next POV and continue with what we're supposed to do now. Life won't stop to wait for you just because you think you can't do it anymore. ^_^

I had a huge quarrel with KL a few days ago... Rather than saying a huge quarrel, I was being scolded by him. Blahx. And I acted like some victim like I've no other choice but to be upset, and I've no other choice but to listen to him. Why am I always trying to be the victim? It seems that all my life, I've been running away from responsibilities, and act as if I'm the victim. Every thing that went wrong in my life was not because of me. I can't help what's been happening. But truthfully, when I search deep in my heart, I wanted the sufferings. I wanted to be victimized. I want to prove that I'm the good guy, and everyone else is hurting me. I want to be the one being doted upon. Ha.. Isn't it.. pathetic? But.. I guess, it's not wrong in that way too. It's a way of survival. Phew. I feel much better after accepting myself.

Maybe just being myself isn't so bad after all. Kambatte!!! I Love myself. *Muackz*

Haha.. But anyway, I'm graduating soon. Just realized, I haven't fulfilled my internship yet!!!! Panic attack! Supposedly I'm to work for Jet to make TSM (Tertiary Success Model) Workshop website. But now, I'm not sure if the plans are still going on. In any case, it's good to find a backup. I want more money~! saw so many clothes recently, but no money to buy. Grr... Just wait! I'm finishing school lessons in jus 1 more week. Then I can start earning more more more money! hahahaha.. I'm crazy about money. Till next time!


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