Why money is important

Today's a weird day. I woke up feeling sick, had diarrhea and then had to rush for school and was late for an hour for my proj meeting. Had a project meetings, and a presentation in class, and headed back home for dinner. Was really really very hungry, so my mood wasn't that good. Got nagged for a very long time about my future, and how I should use my degree to earn money, big money, but not really BIG BIG money, coz that only happens in dreams, and make sure I have CPF. Grr...... I was going crazy just listening to all those. Sometimes I really wonder... If a person earns 2K and has CPF, she's doing well. If a person earns 4K and doesn't has CPF, it's not good. WEIRD! I don't understand.

Ok. I guess nobody knows what I'm saying right now. My parents, aunts and friends from the older generation believes in CPF, that having CPF is a means of security for retirement. And, here I am, the new generation, all gung-ho, believing that I can strike my own future out of my own barehands, without using my degree. I guess they're not wrong in being so worried about my future.

I had decided to go all out to develop my future in holistic health, learning and practising iridology and networking at the same time. In fact, I am an Iris Analyst now (after submitting my 30 consultation forms). I really mean it that I want to be the next Dr Bernard Jensen (Look at my dream note). I know putting all my eggs on one basket is very risky, especially when the responsibility of my future is wholly in my hands now. My earnings will have its ups and downs, and I might be really stressed up worrying about my finances. So, being the safety first me, I also took up tuition jobs. I intend to take up 7 tuition kids so that I can have a minimal of $1000 every month, other than the earnings from being an Iris Analyst and a networker. Once I am sure of my earnings, I will go on to take up dance classes, singing classes and japanese classes. (So that I can use those to earn more money in future. Haha..)

Believe me. I really love money. It's just that sometimes there are more important things than it, like passion. I really love to help people with their health, n I really hate to see people dying of illnesses. Being an Iris Analyst makes me feel very useful, and very proud of myself that I'm doing something to help people. And I really do hope I can be the next Da Chang Jin and save many lives, especially of people close to me.

But of course, actually being an Iris Analyst and a networker at the same time, really earns a lot of money. Much more than working. It's just that at the short term, nothing is promised coz I haven't really done much yet. When I start earning 5 figures, maybe I can start penning my thoughts on being rich and doing what I like. And then sell my book and earn even more! Haha...

I must seem like some money sucker right? Actually, I am. Money means a lot of things to me. Money means security. With money, I can sleep safely every night, knowing that there is enough money to take transport tmr, enough money to eat, enough money to do what I need to do. Money means happiness. With money, my family can buy a new home, so that my dad won't nag at my mum for moving us all to SengKang 8 years ago. Money means love and care. With money, I can give presents to my friends not worrying about overspending. With money, I can buy things for my brothers and give my parents money. With money, I can buy more products (from WBG) so that my family won't have to save on the products by not eating. My dad's health seem to be deteriorating these days... Just coz we don't have too much money to buy indinine for everyone. And of course, money stops my parents from worrying, and allow them to retire. I'm constantly being reminded of that everyday by my aunts so I won't forget that.

Blahx. I really do love money. don't you?