Blabbering

Woke up feeling sick today. Phew. Was too rushed yesterday that I had to have a quick bite in between my tuition. But it turns out that the quick bite is probably a little spoilt, and at the same time, I ate the food too fast. Ended up having stomachache since last night. But oh well, I get to sleep for a longer time today. And, guess what?? I got a new tuition offer! Gonna go for a trial lesson later on. It’s good pay, and just above my aunt’s place. If I want, they can even send the kid over! What a good deal. Hee.. Even though I’ve not recovered yet, I feel excited just thinking about it. MONEY MONEY MONEY!!! Muahahaha.. I received my WBG cheque yesterday too.

But really thinking… Should I continue with free lance and tuition teaching? It’s like so busy, yet at the wrong timings. My tuitions are late in the evening. Like this, I won’t have time to be in WBG at night. Really need to reschedule my times.. Will be talking to a tuition kid’s mum about it, otherwise really don’t think I’m able to teach. But it’s fun teaching kids la. And they’re soooooooooooooo cute!

Boy Friends vs Boyfriends

Just thought this is an interesting topic to write about. Lately a friend seems to think that I am 重色轻友. Haha.. Don't worry, I'm not offended la. Just thinking about it so tot of writing about it.

Before I went JC, I had many friends but few good friends, and those good friends are all gals. Wanlin, Pan, Yuan, Xue, Jin, Yew Ee, etc etc. All gals. I couldn’t really communicate well with guys. But when I first went to Anderson JC, something just clicked in me. And I start communicating well with guys. I’ll go out with guy friends to movies etc, but my best friends are still girls. Then, in Nanyang JC, there are few gals in my class. I happen to click better with the guys, and so I had some good guy friends there. At that time, I wasn’t so sociable coz I had a boyfriend. Ahem. Spent most of my time with him rather than friends.

It seems like from then, I just click better with guys than gals. Probably coz I was worried bah. Worried that my boyfriend will fall for my gal friends. Haha… Well, in the end he did. *Power of Subconscious*

Then in WBG, though I had good gal friends there, I still prefer sticking to my guy friends. My guy friends are just like my boyfriends? Muahhaaha… They’ll kill me if I said so. Nah… They’ll probably say “ Yar….” And give me that look. Haha.. Some people might ask, why such a drastic change? From not really communicating with guys, to having good guy friends. Hmmm… Guess I’’m a person with a lot of issues to overcome. Perhaps coz I felt backstabbed by my girlfriend before, so I don’t trust women. But at the same time, I feel that all men are bad, even though my good frenz are guys. But please don’t quote me. Later every guywill start looking for me and tell me why not all men are bad. Haha.. Yes James, I understand. Not all men are bad. Haha..

My guy friends are probably more important than any boyfriend. They are not important than my girl friends of course. So definitely, I’m not 重色轻友. Ha.. I have good gal friends like Xueli, Wanlin, Pan and Zoe. I weigh people in a way, not of how long I’ve known them, but how much I treasure them. Sounds weird? I’ve not known Zoe for a long time, and met her very few times. But every time when I’m meeting her I’ll be so looking forward to it. I’m willing to help them with anything. When Wanlin quarrels with her boyfriend, just one word and I can go immediately to her, forgetting everything I have on hand. So how can I be重色轻友 right? My guy friends are really precious to me too. Because we’ve also gone through lots together, and they’re so willing to confide things in me and let me confide in them. They won’t be angry with me just because I said things in a fit of anger, or I throw my tantrums. Ok. They would, but we’ll make things up very quickly. Sigh. I won’t know what to do without my guy friends, like MJ, James, KL, and maybe Martin. But please don’t tell Martin that, or he’ll keep calling me for advices. I’m busy enough as it is. Ha.. So even if I ever ever have a boyfriend, my guy friends are still very impt to me, and I will still go out with them and help them out in anything and talk to them even late at night. Guy friends and gal friends, they’re both friends. So, cannot be bias lehz… ^_^

Anyway.. MJ is leaving, and he’s too busy to see me. Bah. Dreamt last night that James is leaving too. Sianz! Everyone’s leaving. KL may be going back to M’sia too. Sighx. Guess I’m upset that everyone’s starting to go away. Now I have Tuesday blues. Bah… But it’s ok. I’m a MUAH CHEE k. And the attributes of Muah chee is to stick to a person. Once you accidentally stepped on it, it’ll stick to you forever. Muahahaha.. So regardless of where you are, I will stick to you. Ok. I’ll go find MJ later. Go and stalk him. Boo!